Adventures of Submissive Pixie

Can someone that has fetishes end up taking those fetishes to far? Is there a limit that one should stop at or should they go as far as they dare fantasies take them? 

I find that I get off more when I am used to make you cum. It is my sole purpose to use my body so you can have the satisfaction that you need. Use me when you feel the urge hits you. Some might find this strange but to me it works. I get off feeling you cum inside of me and I am the reason that you got off.

I have this Fantasy of being naked on my hands and knees with a thrusting dildo in my pussy. My Dom is working and I am trying to be good and quiet but the dildo feels so good and I start morning which bring my Dom over to me and tells me to be quiet he is working. He goes back to work. I do try to be quiet and let my Dom work. But I can't he comes back over to me and inserts a gag in my mouth and slaps my ass and tells me that maybe that will keep me quiet. He increases the speed of the dildo. Again I am trying to be a good girl but the dildo is driving me insane. My Dom comes back over to me and smacks my ass and tells me to be quiet again or I am not going to like what happens. He goes back to his work. I really try to be quiet but the dildo is thrusting in and out of me that I am starting to drool around the gag. My moans are getting louder my Dom comes back over to me and tells me that he warned me and he showing inserts a inflatable butt plug in my ass and inflates it as far ...

What would be the harm in going outside of marriage to get what you need?  Not looking for a relationship just something to meet every once in a while. I have a relationship just not I would not want to damage or change just missing little extra things.  My husband has shared me in the past. But now not so much due to having change circle of friends then what we had before.

 Has been a while since I done any thing in the life style. I was diagnosed with Endometrail cancer. I have missed the lifestyle. Looking forward to get back into it. Miss being laid over a man's strong lap and being spanked.  I want to get to be being myself and not feeling like I am living in someone else's body. I am cancer free and want to start living again.